17 January 2008

gotten OVER it? probably never will, not really.


and he just stood there, saber out. breathing at me. like i'm supposed to give some thoughtful fucking reaction to that. luke, i am your father. and then he just stops. that's the entire motherfucking speech. what in the goddam hell does he want me to say to that? it's your duty to have a fucking follow up, in that situation, right? luke, i am your father...let's go grab a goddam sandwich. i'm buying. anything. fucking something. and he gets off so fucking easy, i can't see his face, his eyes--he doesn't have to do shit. he could be about to doze off, for all anyone can fucking tell. only at the very end did i get close enough to smell his shitty breath, but i wish i never did. that smell stuck to me; the memory of it is hell. like a dead cat covered in shit. fuck. FUCK.

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